It will require you to go beyond death
Beezone: Julie Anderson (formerly Kanya Samarpana Remembrance) withdrew from the Free Renunciate Order and the Da Avabhasa Gurukula Kanyadana Kumari Order at the conclusion of the “reality considerations” that took place in Sri Love-Anandashram during the months of June and July 1992. In this presentation, which she gave to the worldwide culture from Melbourne, Australia shortly after arriving there from Sri Love-Anandashram, Julie describes the Gifts and Lessons that Da Avabhasa Granted her during this period. Her Leela is an extraordinary testimony to the perfect integrity and absolute profundity and seriousness of Sri Da Avabhasa’s Work to Liberate His devotees, and it is likewise a testimony to the Divine Love and “Skillful Means” that have evoked the strength and depth of devotion and surrender so evident in Julie’s Leela.
Link to Julie's Leela:
Julie: "I remember an occasion that took place right after we first arrived in Fiji in 1983. One day, I came to the gathering room at Nukubati and sat down to play Trivial Pursuit with Sri Gurudev. He sat across the table from me, and at one point in the game He looked over at me and started to tell me what I had dreamt the night before. Then He told me what I had experienced in meditation earlier that day. This was during a period of time when all the devotees who were traveling with Sri Gurudev were receiving His Blessing and Transmission to be able to confess the Awakening to the seventh stage of life. Throughout all my years of being with Sri Gurudev, I would often have experiences that were similar to the ones that these devotees were confessing, but whenever I made such a confession, Sri Gurudev would always tell me that I had to go and serve, that I had to go back and do more work. He would never accept my confession.
The day after the trivia game, I made an attempt to transition to the seventh stage of life. Gurudev told me to look Him straight in the eyes, and He said to me “Do you want to do what is actually required to Realize the seventh stage of life, or do you want this confession to be sufficient? Do you think you have actually Realized the Truth?” And looking at Him straight in the eye, I knew that it wasn’t true. He said, “Will you go through whatever is required for this to actually be the case? It is going to be the most difficult thing you have ever done, and it will require everything of you. It will require you to go beyond death. And you will have to trust Me absolutely. Will you make this agreement with Me that you will do this?” And I told Him that I would."
