If your chosen True Siddha Guru says you need more sadhana then responsible, honest discriminative trust and yielding is required. The True Siddha Guru purpose/process never dies except by the choice of the, beginning or advanced, frustrated, doubting, thieving seeking aspirant.
Reality Truth being Always Already the case does not qualify the seeker for self guruing.
Annamalai Swami link above and photo below
