Appreciation falls short

I have received appreciation and praise for my service in recent dialogues and the magazine article, made possible by Jeffery Mishlove on New Thinking Allowed. These positive responses come from all around the globe; from devotees settled into differing tribes.  

I am grateful for this appreciation, however, the appreciation is not, in and of itself, what I am passionate about.

I continue to invoke and install Adi Da beyond errors of only appreciation. So..... appreciation is not enough, by anyone. Especially into "the future"........NOW Time is what is required. Which is what Adi Da was always asking for. Radical devotion, Not being put off, into the future.

The Radical Process and  Leela is Now, Ever Present. This Now Ever Present Process, is recognition IN responsive devotion. Prior to and inclusive of all time and space processes, not in conflict. AS we  can know and tacitly and tangibly intuit In and At the Heart Itself. Prior to differing points of view and the ego politics that create the present dynamic calling itself "Adidam" which is a limited dynamic, that is a dramatization of Mummery, not the demonstration of ego-self renunciation (True and Real Adidam).

Feel how much more I could effectively do what I have been empowered to do by Beloved Himself, in communicating "in the world", in service to Bright Beloved, IF this service was supported and respected and blessed by the whole gathering of Adi Da devotees. OPENLY so, and acknowledged. Especially by those who are the present paradigm of "authorities" in relationship to His Empowered Treasures. I am under no spell of illusion that this is not required, being respected by, embraced and Blessed in DIRECT relationship to His Treasures is key. This is not the case at present.

I am not "OK" with this. I need to be part of the whole culture of respect. The authorities are not manifesting this radically free asana.

I am not "in the outer temple of the world". Never have been, never will be so. Overly much is made of boundaries, stations and codes. Which Adi Da cautioned us all about endlessly. Which in fact formed what he described as entrapment or imprisonment of Bright Being Itself. Making use of his own person and life as a demonstration of how we did and still do this in relationship to Reality Truth Itself.

The assumption that many Adi Da devotees have reflected to me, as a way of making sense of the "madness of conflict",  is that my being outside of the "formal" insider gathering is OK and even necessary! It is NOT "OK" or meant to be. Only more myth making. I do not buy this at all.

This lack of agreement is counterproductive and lessens the magnification of HIS Bright Blessings.

Why do devotees as a whole allow this? Our inheritance is to "set this right". The gathering is refusing to do this as a collective. Allowing hierarchical subjugation to false authorities playing out mummery roles and patterns...still...just as we did around Bright Beloved.

Are Adidam yearly/monthly sacred offerings and service made available to the whole of mankind?   To what degree are these cyclical Gifts being made available for the "formal inner temple and processes therein" only and not made available to and embracing "all and All" simultaneously?

The True Heart Way is not growing in effective service to humanity as a whole. Is this not our service as a whole, IN demonstration of Prior Unity? Most all "the world" still sees us as a cult. It is true. Just as Bright Beloved reflected to all of us. 

What effect, results and what signs of significant growth are there in response to our service that we know would "be pleasing" to Bright Laws, the Beloved, all inclusive?

The simple fact that there is not the required agreement to embrace what I, and many seeming others, can serve, whole heartedly respected, by the "authorities" and the collective vocalizing this openly, is an error is Radical Reality devotion. Just this Heart embrace could enable great transformative changes.

I say this to be clear that the dynamic of how I continue to be related to is a dis-service to Bright Beloved. And yet the collective seems to find all sorts of egoic ways to justify this flaw. So I am left with no choice but to call out the "garbage" (as in "not it"): to the "public". Sadly. Why? No Real and True means of effective collective accountability exists. 

Falsified "Adidam", in effect  now functions as an autocracy. Fear of being denied access or service is what turns the mummery wheel keeping the collective hypocrisy going, for all "the outsiders 'in the world' to view and feel. No matter how sacred the manner of functioning is assumed to be "correct" according the the  mythologically aggrandized narrative.

All devotees and responsive beings are disparate, tribal, in the way we function with one another, rather than requiring a Real and True culture of recognition and responsive respect to all those who have been "at His Feet" (which amounts to thousands of people) physically or otherwise Touched and Seeded.  How is the present insider "culture" enabling the essential and required embrace of ALL who have responded?

I have heard that Quandra Sukhapur is attempting to create structural order, while she is also being played upon, disrespected and in effect lied to. She is being enabled to play out the myth of historical relatedness. This enforced narrative is present time "Adidam", fed to "the world" in HIS books and with corresponding images. This narrative is the falsified means that allows access and service to HIS Treasures presently. This paradigm is not according to His Words of Heart, corresponding to Bright Laws.

NEW agreements are required. Yet I keep hearing most devotees saying "this is not possible until Quandra Sukhapur  dies”. How insane is this!?