Listen to Adi Da Love Ananda compassionately Speak about one of the fundamental tenets of His Teaching, Way and Transmission - Positive disillusionment - (see link below).
Know this: Adi Da made clear to the day of His Mahasamadhi, as is still so today, that there is no truly authenticated culture of recognition, fully established in response to The Way He Revealed and Offers. Anyone who has ever been Blessed to feel the direct relationship to Him has yet to demonstrate that their continued relationship to Him is based on the seriousness awakened in positive disillusionment. Positive disillusionment relative to seeking as enacted in the first 6 stages of life possibilities that grants conditional, limited, temporary, experiential forms of fulfilment. This asana of renunciation is necessary for serious sadhana in Reality Truth, His Divine Company.
Coinciding with this essential understanding, Adi Da and His Gifts are easily available and access to Him directly by these means are abundant and invaluable. Yet all who approach and all who are presently participating need to understand that what He describes in Speaking to devotees in the discourse you accessed above is that Adidam as it presently functions continues to be "ego crafted for seeking consumers". This paradoxical insight is a gift in Radical Understanding that comes alive though true Listening and then Hearing (unique terms to describe key aspects of the Process Awakened in Satsang). These are beginning foundations of the Process of recognition responsive relationship to Adi Da Love Ananda.
This address below was consistently repeated until He left His physical body. These necessary insights remain entirely relevant today. At heart, receiving His gift of sensitizing you, to His experience in embodied form is means to participate in His Listening Process in Satsang presently and eternally, This is Radical Root Reality Consideration. However, until this is fully understood and new collective ego act and mummery transcending agreements are made on this awakened basis devotees are still perpetuating the "old pattern" of His Submission Work. This repetition continues to define the entire gathering of all who have ever responded to Siddha Da Love Ananda:
So you haven't begun yet to relate rightly to Me (Reality Siddha of Conscious Light). There is no culture of recognition of Me. You just want to make pronouncements on Me because you are presumptuous. You've got a bureaucratized Institution of some kind, and that means it is right? No, that's a power game. That's collective ego power manipulating Me.
You are using the patterning that you already showed up with, except now you've got a collective contract with one another in which you can do all of that. It's a business, one that is not succeeding yet. But that's what it is. So it's not right at the Source. Even to be right as a business, it has to be right at the Source. And you won't do that.
You are not setting Me apart, making Me holy. You do not provide Me with Hermitage as the means (more than a physical location). You do not provide Me with true service as the means. Instead, you corporately bureaucratize a container for Me. You call it Hermitage and Samrajya and people serving Me. All you are doing is keeping Me under house arrest as an absolute subordinate.
I am like the housedog. I am under your control. You own Me. You have Me on a leash. That's what this cult is. That's what all cults are. That's what the mummery cult of the world is. I am not here to go along with that, but to wake you all up, and wake you all up by standing apart from that absolutely. And I don't even have to try to do that. I don't have anything to do with it! It is not Me. I Am, not that way. That's not how I Am.
Adi Da is inherently "set apart" as He IS, as Reality Being, Conscious Light. When true ego self transcending yoga is awakened and thereby responsively embraced and practiced in Satsang and as a Sangha, there are auspiciously corresponding and consequential signs of right relationship to Him, as the Source. Only on this basis can authentic gifts flow to Him in a manner that serves His Work in the world, for all beings. This would be the foundation demonstration of true culture, Adidam.
It appears that Adi Da has been given many gifts over the years. Yet He is Speaking here about matters that require an esoteric understanding of the Unique Process of His continuing and eternal Divine Self Revelation Leela.
Remember, at heart with every breath, this paradoxical esoteric Truth of Siddha Da
I am speaking to everyone when I speak into the tape recorder. There is “nobody there”, except “somebody” with a tape recorder. Why is that? I am not just speaking to whoever is in the room with the tape recorder. I am speaking to everybody, literally. I meditate everybody. I am everybody. And I am speaking to everybody, and not to everybody as egos at all. I am simply Revealing Myself in “everyone’s face”. Adi Da 2008